Sometimes I wonder what I would answer if my friends asked me if I was in love with him.
Now, they would never question because I'm really good at hiding my feelings due to years of practise. But IF.

"I don't know" I might say. "I'll admit that there is a certain tension between him and me that I don't feel I have with anyone else." Then, after a moment of thought, I might continue: "But, what I do know is that sometimes I want to stroke his back so bad I can't barely stand it, and sometimes I make things on purpose just so I can be near him. What I also do know, is that I'm scared. So awfully scared."



:'(






Saturday went Butter Factory with Sheryl Choo and her friends! :D


I must say this time is much more better and fun than I went with James and Friends the other time. Quite funny bunch of friends they are!


Aiya, I not anti-social one la, who also can :X




Job Job Job, Come Come Come.

:(






WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~

Damn boring leh nowadays..



But I wanna say last week (Tues) I went to Indian Club with my friend! Haha :X Don't know you guys for hear before a not also~ LOL

First I went to 'Jeanz' over at Clarke Quay. The drinks thr damn ex one la I tell you! So we left shortly after and went to 'World Music' at Middle Road. Also Indian Club. Still left one bottle Vodka thr~ (:


And then Wed went 'Club Empire', ALSO INDIAN CLUB! HAHAHA. Aiyo~ Go 'Empire' is bcos going to do one event thr, for business (:


Being the only Chinese in the house feels... Great leh (: Like.. The DJ will announce tt 'This song is for that Chinese Girl over thr in the house~!' Wow. LOL!


But if the band starts playing... Zzz. Like can fall asleep. Cos they don't sing English! Other than that, FUN :D


Ask me out leh, PPL. Hee~

Bye everybodeh! Lurbes.

LOL!






HAPPY B'DAY, My Dear! (:


Older by another year le, be more mature in your thinking. And more responsible in your doings ok? Whatever you do that is right, I'll always be thr and give you my support.


Whether you can read this, I hope you know thr's not even a moment you've ever left my mind.


Most imptly, STAY HAPPY ALWAYS!

Lovelovelove.

:D






I used to wait for you. Days would go by before I got a text or a hello, but I was so elated to finally hear from you that I ignored all the signs.


I forgot that I deserve better. I forgot that I actually need someone who's going to uplift and adore me, worship me, love me completely, just as I loved you. But I'll never get that from you.


I'll never get the sweet note or that hug or the awkward hand holding. I'll never be able to hold you again, to kiss you and run my fingers along your collar bone; you're simply too cruel. I can't deal with the insensitivity and the cutting jokes. I can't deal with the degrading behavior you're so trapped in.


You're sorry? Well that's wonderful, but I don't want apologies. I want a change in behavior, a change in character, and I'm not going to ask that of you because I know you too well. This is who you are, this is how you are, and I'm not supposed to try and change that. I'm accepting you as You, and moving on.



I'm falling out of love.



-anonymous


*Got this paragragh from lelove.blogspot. It's like, so meaningful and sad isn't it? :(






Okay, my best mummy in the world just bought a Gucci specs for me. As in, the normal specs, not shades. Of cos with the lens and degree everything.


Tell me she is not the best mum.. Wa.. I alr love her damn much.. But now is to the max la! Cos the specs is so beautiful and she is so steady! Lol~!


She bought for herself Emporio Armani only lo. Compared to my price, mine is x2. Haha! Guess the price la! I'm like damn happy now okay! Somemore no need wait very long for the specs.


Who dares to say my specs is fake, I fucking kill.

LOL!


Cool, man.



Ah btw, Hi everybobdeh :D






HI!


Very free lately. Cos you know why?

I QUIT MY JOB LIAO.


OMG?! LOL! Damn funny la I feel.. 1 week on the spot tender resignation. Bo bian ma.. Feel that the job don't suit me then quit lo.. Later disappoint myself and boss more sian..


But.. Hai.. A bit sad also.. Cos colleagues not bad :(


Don't think so much! Quit liao jiu quit liao. Now find new job! :D


Jia you!


So blank.. Why did you have to do this?